A sketch book freezes time. It is an instantaneous form of meditation
focusing us on the worth of every passing moment.
--JULIA CAMERON
.:about:.
This blog is a place to my poems, stories, and all my works of writing, but some is only sketches, quotes, or maybe nothing at all...writing is a strenght for me, when im sad...writing can deliver my feeling perfectly, when im happy...writing can cherish me more, when im angry...writing can help me thru my emotion. The point is I LOVE WRITING my own idea! :) one of my obsession is become a journalist, i would like to write my own article, or become an editor or perhaps i can make my own mag someday?! hehe...who knows, but for now...i juz love writing while some other time i read again my article repeatedly and love to admire my past writing..cuz it bring sweet memories. so, that's it, enjoy my blog and you can make comment if u like. :)
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Monday, June 21, 2004
.:berteman dengan bintang:.
ia selalu menikmati kesendiriannya
walau kadang kesendirian itu mencoba membunuhnya
duduk, termenung dalam gelap
ia menikmati pertemanannya dengan bintang dilangit
begitu banyaknya bintang itu sehingga ia merasa sangat bahagia
ketika dunia menepikannya ia menunggu malam hari tiba
agar bisa bertemu dengan bintang-bintang itu saja
ia berbicara dengan mereka
ia tertawa dengan mereka
dan merasa begitu bodoh karena mengira semua itu nyata
ah, ilusi...
lebih menyakitkan daripada fantasi...
ia kembali menikmati kesendiriannya
walau kadang kesendirian itu mencoba membunuhnya
duduk, termenung dalam gelap
ia tak apa-apa
hanya terasa sakit sebentar
menusuk...
ia ingin menghilang saja
tak mengerti lagi dengan hidup yang dijalaninya
bukannya ia tidak punya harapan
hanya saja ia begitu percaya pada fatamorgana
ah, ilusi...
lebih menyakitkan daripada fantasi...
-vierz-
12 June 2004
Bumped at 12:41 pm by vierz
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
you know...
this is scary
someday i know i will throw it up before you
you know...
you make me sick
are you so numb that you can't feel us?
you know...
i thought i knew you
but i was wrong, i didnt.
you know...
how could u dare...
you're not the same anymore
you know...
this is enough
this is bullshit and i can't take it anymore!
-vierz-
in pain
9 juni 2004
Bumped at 02:03 pm by vierz
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Nothing as true as i thought
Nobody as perfect as i think
You may think you were the right one
but no one is right as they think
And when i thinking you were perfect
you were actually not
And when im doing a bad thing
doesnt mean i dont have an angel heart
There's nothing in this world
could make you happy forever
it is something you feared
it is something you hated
But if it's comin' to you
don't shattered yourself
it is something to be faced
it is something to make you strong...
-vierz-
1 June 2004
@ the moment of being powerful
Bumped at 05:30 pm by vierz
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Thursday, May 13, 2004
kusadari kini
aku sepenuhnya yakin
kau telah membuktikannya
jerat itu perlahan sirna
aku merasakan keutuhan
betapa tenangnya pusaran hatiku
mungkinkah takkan ada lagi
mungkinkah takkan kurasa lagi
tapi kupercaya kini
seperti tiang kokoh
yang menjadi sebuah dasar
seperti itulah jalinan kita
9 mei 2004
-vierz-
Bumped at 05:32 pm by vierz
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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
i walk like a cripple man when im not with you
you left me out in the dark
im crawling the night without you
maybe im just bad
maybe im a fool
maybe you wrong
but i just cant help myself
i dont care who's right
i dont care who's wrong
i just feel so much painfully sad without you
cuz i love you too much
too much till it hurts
its just...
inside me, i have my dreams
and if i reacted like a fool
i was sorry...
sorry...
29 Maret 2004
@ night
Bumped at 12:02 pm by vierz
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Sunday, March 07, 2004
there are times i feel so sad
and it always about them
all these years i've tried to hold out
i always have love for all of you
i dont see something bad
but the troubles seem try to make me loose faith
in my age, i've lost so many ties
and im not mature enough to handle this
but, you know what?
i always want to keep it for myself
let me handle all of this
but dont bothering my direction
i know the situation
because im in the middle
i know you all!
this is what im doing everytime i had this trouble
....be positive and just calm down
let me bear the burden
the burden that world has given to us....
-29 Januari 2004
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menelusuri jejak hatiku
mengapa langit begitu mendung
pelangi bersembunyi tak lagi menghiasi
adakah sesuatu disana yang berarti
apakah aku seperti puncak pohon kelapa,
tak teraih
apakah aku seperti gunung itu,
menjulang tinggi
mungkin aku adalah sebuah lorong
dengan sedikit celah
dan terkadang aku lelah
namun aku takkan hancur
sebab aku tak ingin kau lebur
vierz
March 01, 2004
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ahhh.....sayangku...sayangku...
ada banyak mendung dalam hatiku yang tak bisa kujelaskan,
terlalu banyak kata-kata yang tak terucapkan, aku tak pandai, tapi aku berjiwa
hanya rintihan hatiku yang tahu persis, aku melepaskan semua kata-kataku lewat kasih sayangku, dan kau tahu itu...
aku ingin membantumu melewati semua kepahitanmu, tapi terkadang aku merasa aku tidak cukup baik untuk itu.
aku tahu aku masih memiliki banyak nilai minus, dan terkadang tak sesuai dengan keinginanmu, cinta.
tapi sepanjang nafasku ada, aku akan selalu menghirupmu ke dalam diriku..sampai kau tahu bahwa tanpamu, aku mati.
vierz
December 05, 2003
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why do i reacted so hard with only one word ,"poor".
is there something wrong with me?
yes..
i've trauma about this word.
i've been hurted with this word.
so, that just happen right away when i heard it again
maybe i shouldn't
but my heart just couldn't
....
vierz
November 21, 2003
Bumped at 07:03 pm by vierz
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Wednesday, November 26, 2003
walking in the empty street
suddenly there aren't people walking on the street as usuall
the night is so silent
just a few car passing by
and then quiet again...
can somebody lives alone like this?
in this empty place
only darkness around me
i will cry and feeling insecure
i will turn down and scare
but i wont be like that,
im glad...
cause i have you beside me
i feel complete and dont wanna loose you
it's you who can fill the emptiness
it's you whom i need to hugs me
it's you that i needed the most
the street may empty
the places may dark
the night may so quiet
but you may not leave me...
Bumped at 05:35 pm by vierz
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